when the clock show it was at 3:03am yesterday !

yesterday was not a great and a good day to me.happy ??hmm not at all !sad ?i think..heartache ??absolutely !grr..hmm smlm lepaking kat around cs..haishh !but it was fun to meet my girl,khuzaimala aka my achai..ahhaa !seronok ta smlm gn apy ?hehe.

mcm biase,klu da g CS mst la singgah colur jmp mas,then i saw 1 dress tuh,cantek..new arrival lg..na beli bley ?tp hmm tade wet..bln ne kene saving sket,tp tapew la,nty2 bley beli jugak kan lisa sayangg,kau kan banyak lg baju lain :(

tibe2 tgh2 seronok,apsal bley bgdo er ?haishh,sumpah terus tade mud sampai na amek bus balik sendiri,tp tau lak call,ta bg balik.oke,saba je..but then i tot dy da oke,but i was wrong,2-2 tanak mgalah,masing2 dingin sedingin penghawa dingin..haha !aishh tah la,mase na balik lps antar achai kat landmark tuh mcm da oke,but then jd ta oke gak...salah sape?aku tawu,slh aku..so  ??

lps sampai uma mlm tuh twos off hp,bile on blik ??haram,tade mcj pun.ade mcj wawa jew..lps neok asmaradana nseb dy text and said sori.ok la,tp sbnyrnye ta laa ok sgt..haha !then eh tah la,knape la skag jd mcm ne ?pkul 3.03am dy ley text yg tbe2 wat darah aku naik 1 bdn,mcm sume drh2 lam bdn ne naek kat muka aku sampai aku bley btuka jd hulk,tp seb ta btukar ag..haha..

tataw la knape bley smpai jd cmne,then dy da stat aa kn mleweyh !ape sehh ckp pasal kwn ??bdo taw,sgt bdo,mmg bdo !na ckp cmtuh ?mcm ta bley pk,slame ne same rate ape aku layan,mmbe tuh mmbe la,dy..aku layan dy gak !tade aku na lebih2 kan pd sape2..tp honestly aku tawu slh aku gak sbb dy salu bg ape je yg aku na,tp bile tym dy,aku salu cm ta amek port sgt,bile pkpk balik,aku tau mmg aku slh,n rase mcm frustrated jugak..haishh tah la,sumtym its hard,i mean TOO hard !tp na wat cmner kan,this is wat i choose,pdan muke kat aku sndr la..huhu

td mlm tyto tah pkol brape pg la kan,then mmg sik tjage je..pkol bape tah aku terjage neok ad mcj,aku bace dy ckp pliss klu syg dy b4 kul7 call dy..tp aku na call,tp neok da kul bpe tah,aku twa jd call..tp bile kul1 td aku mngon aku neok inbox,tade pun text dy..haha ke aku ngigau ??aku da laa salu mmpi !pto pk mcm btol..haha !sumpah,selalu mcm tuh !wakaka !alaaaa..sos kag mcm ne ?na watper ?bia jew la,hp aku pun still off..tade mud ah na menatap hp..na tuka no fon !haha cehh aku kan,10x da ckp na tuka no fon !ouh and i da amek no fon no rude girl tuh taw...hahha !bdak skola,ade aty na tunjuk lagak !grr.

i hope there is still have a way to solve all this..penat,mmg penat..sgt penat..tp...haishh !
i always pray the best for him,bye !bye for now and later..tq !