a not good week for me!

demam la gado la tocher la mcm2 la. hish! stress! *nangis guling2! sometimes rasa like na give up je. i cant be like this any longer! sume org perlukan kebebasan dlm hidup dy. aku tanak jd cam myra, mmg tanak! as a student aku bley kawan gn sape aku na ok! no excuse, klu tanak aku kawan gn laki bg aku masuk kolej yg sume pmpn ah!!!!!! (nada serius)

haa kan, na meroyan ah nie. ok thats it. na bbel ag, ary selasa awto bley kan si yaya gn putri ne na bgado gn aku, sampai tendang kereta aku! MOTIF la kn? hey sabar lagi nih sabar, tataw na aku sabar cmner ag da. ok, chillex dlu lisa, sume kan na ko senyap je kan! ok, aku snyap je, takesah! aku kan P E N Y A B A R ! mmg senang org na pijak2 kan? yeahhhhh :)

aishhh bnyak ag nih na luahkan ketidak puasan aty tapi waktu agak mngekang aku utk menaip blog yer, jap g na tdo. kul 12.30 kg de kls ag. okok, da sentap2 gtuh kantoi ape sume, ary rabu kuar gn my classmate. tqa la yg ajak. ok aku layankan, dr dok uma sentap2 nges2 bgado pasaan bgai baik aku g tenangkan jiwa aty n rohani yg kian parah nih kan. haha ayat ta ley blah!

tp kan masa jln2 tuh pun same gak, sentap jua daku walau hasrat di hati sbnrnyer ingin meluangkan masa teman2 sekelas yg ta pernah pun kua hang out sesama. na kua g tutti frutti namun tiada yg berminat. see, kecewa sedikit tapi tape la. have fun with them too even sampai sakit2 kaki n muke jadik ketat sbb madah na snyum je amek gambar. hahaa!

balik dr kua gn dorg g mkn gn famli kat jusco permas. penat tp tape la, dalame ta dinner gn famli kan :( mase mkn tuh cte la kat abah sal dak kolej sume, nanges2 taw aku kat lavender tuh, mcm perempuan sewel pun ade da. haha tp wat to do ta mampu lagi membendung pasaan di aty! but sokay, imma tough person! weee! chayo chayo lisa! ^__^

nty i upload pic i hang out tuh er? tapi ta bnyak la, na neok banyak2 neok kat FB er?er :)

LOW LOW LOW !

im just lay over my bed while viewing my lappy content. mcm tade keje! my eyes is like basah. am i cryin? naa. mata panas sgt dats why berair je, i am not crying ok though i wast feel not so good :(

i am havin a  flu with highh fever :( tuh la baru g karoke sikit da sampai demam2! hehe padan muke! ok kat umah tade org. only bbik and amer. my mom pegi melaka, keje. abah pun sama jugak. well, kpza was here, in jb! dy ajak kuar tp ntah la, neok la dy rajin ke ta na amek aku. cz im not feelin so well la na drive g saner. hmm :(

u noe, dr mangun tdo td sampai skrg i was like dduk je dlm blik ne ngadap laptop, bukak youtube dgr lagu sedih2. ala2 gaya org putus cnte.haha! :') ermm smlm da g klinik, da dpt ubat!yeahhhh! tp mls na mkn so tuh pasal lah demam ni mkin truk.haha best la kan!

hmm da laa, na tdo! nantok. bilik ne mmg cam bhantu taw. klu masuk je bilik nih mmg nantok! klu ta caye tanye la kawan2 yg pnah masuk bilik nih, mst ckp mende yg sama.hahaha :D

i hate youu!

thats all that i can say and thank you very much!!

simpan terus hp aku tuh pun tape, mmg kat umah ni hp aku ade ag 10!

goodluck AISHAH! :)

best kan! well today saya jadi stalker. sangat bangga. jadi stalker utk kebaikkan tape kot. ehhe! ape perasaan korg klu korg neok kat album perempuan lain banyak gambar bf korg! gambar mcm gambar curik gituh. klu 1 je tape, tp cam bnyak. hahaha ape erk rasa?

yelaa, b4 this mmg afiq ade cter pasal this girl but never mention her name. she's like obses kot gn afiq! sampai lecturer pun ingt dy nih 'KAWAN' gn afiq! ok, ta sedih lagi. dapat tahu pasal this girl yg nama aishah pun dr classmate afiq gak.

haha ok tanak pk panjang2 sgt hal nih. bialaa, tahu la fiq tuh cmne so no worries for me! haha but still mcm tegugat gak la. gila ke hape sampai sanggup na wat cm2 utk si afiq sewel nih! halamakkk aku yg gf afiq nih pun ta obses la gn die. haha! tapi pelik, muke ta nsem tp de je pmpn na kat mamat nih, pesal ha? ouh budi bhasa yg tgi er? haha maybe -____-

ahhh da laa, mls na ckp lagi, nti tbe2 na sntap! ahha. so skrg na sambung im gn hydar balik. bgosip about hehe.. jengjengjeng! but these thing yg na cte gn hydar mmg wa sentap babe :'( tp tape, imma tough girl, so dun wori i can handle it :)

Am i look like i care?

i never care about u i never hates u and i will never ever wants to care about u apetah lagi na anti kan so i dun get it why that statement bley ade? hahaha.

haishh let me see, na wat refreshment ade btol ke ta dgn ape yg dy ckp tuh. na ckp im the one who anti her sbb ape? sbb dy rase aku jelos dgn dy?? haishh knp plak na jelos gn die???? motifff???? hahhhhhh, org, kite tataw ape yg dy pk dlm kpale otk die. so the wateva!

am i look like i care about others?? haishh tah la, mcm2 org mcm2 ragam. kite tade ape pun gn die tp dy pun semak2 gak na nyampah gn kite but who cares??? i never had a problem with u unless u r the one who create a problem with me and now u making up a story abt me!

dun talk bad abot me, u dun even noe me as well pun! sabar semua org ade batas taw. but stil, biarlahh lisa ape org na cakap pun psal kau klu tuh je yg mampu wat dorg sume puas aty tp aku thu rasa sakit aty dorg tuh ta pernah hilang. kadang2 penat jgk pk cmne tanak bg dorg tuh ta sakit aty tapi life is too short to stress abt others actly so i choose to let it be :)

biarlah ape pun org na judge kite and bercerita sesuatu yg buruk pasal kite jnji kite knal and kite tahu sape diri kita yg sbnrnyer. yg penting kita bahagia gn diri kita ! i am so gratefull to have everything. a supportive famli, a good friends, an understanding BF what more do i have to think about??

dari sakit aty pk org lain baik laa ignore kan? 1 ari nty dy akan penat dy stop and akan sdar lahh betapa mnyesal nye die slame nih dok sakit aty with me while im so happy and havin my great life without thingking about her pun! hehe. well chayo chayo lisa. ok la na g kelas da nie. ok then,gudbye to all readers, bloggers,stalkers, followers!

actually it is good to be hated than u beeing a haters :)

like im all alone again

I was feelin soooo lazy today, luckily kelas math postponed from 8 to 8.30 tw, then bley la tdo lame sikit kan.  last thursday kan ta dtg kelas puan so tataw la last topic harituh about what so die tetibe soh wat cntoh kat depan. haaa tercengang bangang jap oden! then i told her la last time ta dtg pastuh dy reply "ptot laa blur2 jer" haha best er puan, i like ur statement!! :P

nasib la kelas td ta sampai ptg, kalau tidak bley keras gak otak ni laja math sampai 6jam! haha. kelas abes kul 11. then gosip jap with my classmate, pasal kes nasha tuh la. haii putri putri. muke je cantik la kau nih tp mulut busuk sebusuk kerang busuk! kan da mendapat gn dak2 kelas aku. na wat cte pasal bdk SKD now, dapat la balasan nye :)

abes je bincang pasal kes nasha tuh 1 kelas balik n terus g uma zack, konon na amek ic miera la, nty boleh wat ic baru. jap g best, zack ckp ic miera dlm kereta mak dy! haha. serap. so terus balik uma aku la kan. da balik uma trus skype dgn fyna. haha berdekah gila weyh! tahu jela kepala kitrg ni sewel cmne en!

lagi c miera tuh, adoiyaii terus gelak ta bnti ingt balik perangai die td :D tgh mkn pun smpat ag skype gn fyna pastuh pas mkn biasa la, terusss boooom! dari kul1 sampai kul6 td kn.haha. tuh bngun pun sbb afiq call soh mangon! ngamok jap aku, haa!hehe  btw fyna sweetie, we both miss u and love u taw! take care there. nanti balik sini kite cube kuar ramai2 cm awto ok? :) 

ouh ouh this 29th march bufday tatty :)

mst na ckp aku sewel kan sbb pagi2 da mangon pastuh mandi n layan lagu hindustan kat youtube sambil neok melodi. hehe. i was freakin bored! so i will do anything to make this bored feelin ta rasa sgt ok. abah? hmm dy g main golf. my mom? tah, on9 laa tuh dlm bilik. amer gn bbik kat bawah, main ps3, together! haha

while me??hmm ngadap laptop wat la pape yang patot. assignment bi ta buat lagi, padahal this tuesday da kene submit. ahha malas nyer la weyh!esok da start kelas, kene mangon pagi again n again n again! wahhh so boredd! baby, cepat balik jb! im sooooooooooooooooooooooo sick without u! how long we never meet? 2 months already kan? :(

ne kredit tibe2 habis, tasempat na text dye ape2! well today kan our anniversary and this is the 2nd time anvsry kitrg dy jao! sobsob! da laa skrg nih dy jao, nexy year aku lak jauh! abahhh klu wani na further study kat malaysia je nanti ta bley ke?  :(

i miss my long hair :'(

because u were always be my baby boo :)

happy 1 year, 11 months my sweetie manja boo! haha walau awak jauh dimata namun dihati ttap jua kau dkat di aty ini. bahahha pesal lah? anyway im happy to be with u! thank you for everything. may our relationship will be last forever, i'Allah aminnnnn :) i noe we pray for that!

i still love u like before though we're kept fightin each day but i noe deep in oour heart we love each other truli much kan? hehe! im gonna wait for u syg, im promises! no matter how long, i will forever keep on waitingtingtingtong! haha love u baby :)

afiq akmal, u're mine forever!! hahaha

it was cool though it is a bit scariiiieeeeeehhhhhhh :))

waktu skrg menunjukkan jam 2.14am tp mata still terang. mcm2 na wat nih taw. hehe. td neok fullmoon gn abah n amer kat luar. wahh nampak bulan lain sgt taw yelaa awne bulan paling dekat gn bumi kan after it happened last 1992! ahh mls na bbel. tanak cte sal bln ni walau dy 100 kali terjadi pun dlm stahun! haahaa.

err ok, awto 1st time g interview utk wat praktikal, syaz la tmankan. reti abes na g sorg2 kan aku nih? haha (: g sume tmpat kat cnie je dlu then mngu depan baru g angsana lak! hehe. i'Allah akan pegi yg kat jb je kot. sbb..... hehe jengjengjeng barlah rasie.wahaha!

skrg ni mmg dok uuma jew taw jadi ank dare tp kul3 ptg baru mangon. haha hebat ta? abis tade pe na wat membute sampai ke ptag la keje aku! hehe pastuh lak tayar kete blah depan pancit trus mls na kua. tah ape aku wat pun tataw, td lak marathon neok cte antu. hamek ko, menjerit la depan tb tuh mcm org na terberanak! haha :D

tau ta knape skrg nih sy meriah sgt? sbb hati sy tgh ade 2 perasaan! benci dan gembira. haha! ok, mls na cerita pnjang, will continue next happy story afta dis :) nitey nite bloggers :)

we pray for you, JAPAN!

even heard about tsunamai n earth quake kat jepun? pity gila kan? teruk sehh, sedih sgt neok victims tuh sume, ag yg bebudak. haishh. pilu hati. dah la cmtuh, lagi pasal nukleur punye ape tuh yg bocor tuh? haa then da terbakar kan? but dun wori M'sia, it wont affect us. the text dat said came from BBC tuh exactly was a rumours! wahaaaaaaaaaa boo yah!

ok end of story abt japan. hm i was pretty exhausted lately. not enough sleep plus asyik pk je. haishh i really worried and thinking too much! i dun noe why but everything seems like ish sume ta kene lahh snang ckp :( tadi da dapat da kertas praktikal tuh!

Amagaddddddd! aku da nak g praktikal tp bley ilek2 chill ag kan! haha. aku konpius n peneng na pk g praktikal katne. ade 1 amer rekomenkan kat taman mawar, mcm ok la elaun yg dy bagi tuh. then kat pusat bandar, nanad rekomenkan. kdai abg li tuh la. lastly mmbe mui tuh! wahhhhhhhh! na yg tuh sbb yg tuh mcm famous amous sikit. hehe.

and noe wat mmg sumpah rase takot gila, pk na interview pe sume! wehh aku ta penah keje, takot sgt na mengalami rasa2 nervous tuh sume. haha! tkot nty tatahan praktikal kat saner. ag lak dpt gn org yg ta sbulu, walaaaaa mak, boleh kan wani benti? hehe.

tape2, but i cant wait to get through with it. sume ni pngalaman kan? cewahh makin bsar lahh sy skrg :) and my parents just got back from their holday! yeah, they havin a vacation WITHOUT ME! annoyed! but the worse part is, akak was in BRISBANE,aussie bebeh! sampai kan? sampai aty die. so i wall to her FB to buy sumthing for me. wee :)

so sepanjang this school holiday most of my time are spending at home with my beloved vegetarian bibik! hahaha. adoii ok dats for now. nty ade pape story will update later. but sedih kan? sume pegi holiday and i was left home alone :'( so sad. ok na tdo awal, nitey nite everyone ♥ 

me miss you. dun ya noe? :(

we're havin tans of fight, argue and problems lately. till i felt like huh!! i should kill ya man! hehe. but now, mcm da oke sikit la kot. kenapa? tah, tetiba je. hehe dol, aku tahu kau rindu aku, aku pun! tp sabr er :)

kesian kan aku kat sini madah perasaan, sentap je. bukan dye sorg je. then bngang td g karok gn syaz. kahkahkah! da laa abah sume tadok, g holiday. aku kene tgl :( sbb sok kan ade kls, tanak la ponteng, sayanggggg! see, i made a sacrifice taw. tp ne ikhlas. wiiiwwiiiit ;)

okok, ne da bulan3, soon 4 kan? hiphiphoooreyhh! da ta lame da. yeppiieehh! sayang, once after awak balik cnie, buat khemah. na tdo dlm tuh! haha. alahaiiii mcm lame gak na tgu dy balik. penat bgado! dlm text na gado, dlm fb pun na gado, gerammm jek la!huh :P

okok, na tdo da, sok ade kelas. na bawak kete mama nowa, tp mlas na bawak kete gedabak2! kancil suda, tade la susah carik parking :)

Liga Futsal KKPG.

smlm my college ade wat futsal tournament. hehe sumthg like dat la, liga. so, as sem lepas, black gurls. my futsal team mst la join kan. tp syg 1000x syg, this year kitrg ta menang :( tape laa, tade rezeki, yg pntg kitrg enjoy gile :)

mcm2 la jadik mse kat sport prima tuh, drama lebih bhaii. ingtkan dak kolej kitrg je yg ade, jap g dak2 tanjung piai, bandar penawar, segamat, ledang sume ade. adoiihaiii :( then game yg last tuh kitrg punye team kne lawat gn dak segamat, pehh badan sume mak oiii, seram kami lihat taw !

abes futsal, kitrg balik g mkn. lepak2 dlu jap kat taman daya, mkn mee bandung, sdap sehh, nty ley g ag gn dak2 nih. pastuh mase kitrg na blah tuh akk sem4 gado gn yana. hahahaha ape sehh, umur memasing da 20 lebih, perangai langsung ta matang.

malas na masuk cmpur aku neok then aku blah masuk kereta. g mkn ag bgus.hehe. tp kan cm bengong dy da tahu dy tuh model, jage r perangai, ni da thu mcm tuh perangai ag melampau2. tegedik sini sana pastuh na tunjuk gangster! halooo, this is not ur secondary year, duhh! pliss lah.

untuk gambar yang lain2,sila rujuk ruangan fb sy yerr!

selamat berhujung minggu semua :)

people correct themself from their past mistake.

mcm da lame sgt ta update story kat blog nih kan. well im too bz with my college life. assignment bertimbun, masalah pun btimbun gak. ahha, joking :p

hm bnyak citer na share. 1st off all, last weekend my czen from jakarta & batam came here to visit us. bawak dorg jln2 ape sume, syok gak la.hehe, ii never met them before but their really nice ;) but unhappily one of my uncle tuh are a lecturer (at which college i dun noe) in jakarta.

ary ahad pegi hang out gn syaz n sha. shaz tuh harap je sblah uma tp na jmpe sthun skali. thak you girls cse make me happy on that day even awto bnyak gila aku nges.haha. then hari isnin ta pegi kelas, sumpah tade mud. biasa laa. bile tade mud ade hati lak na g kls. hari jumaat pun sama, skip gak kls miss aziana. plis lahh! ta bkenan. ok, my attitude is gettin worse now and i dun noe why :'(

plus kan, lately mmg salu gila kot bgado gn die. bgado pasal yg langsung tade kene mngene gn hbgn kitrg. kadang rasa sakit aty. sumpah trauma doe gn bnde cmni. dgn sape lg sehh utk aku rasa safe ? i tit he gonna protect me, but he also choose to hurt me? haihhh, luckily la kau nih pandai pjok aku mat oi! ahha :P

lagi na cte hape? haha da laa, tuh je. hish, sibuk la. mase2 na blogging nih la ade je yg na kacau.haha mak saya masuk air sgt oke. die dlm blik, saya pun dlm blik gak tp sebuk ajak im! sewel kan? -___-

ouh lupe2, ade gosip lg. tadi kat kolej ell kene panggil gn lecturer laki yg cam eyye sgt tuh. then aku pun kene g jmpe gak. pasal gamba kasut die yg ell upload tuh. haha. stupid gila noks, aade ke bbual gn student mcm dy taiko JB ! pliss r, dy ingt student dy ayam2 kot. ade ke tunjuk fuck, rantai emas n petik2 jari bgai! mcm ta pro lahh.

knon gangster r bsar sgt smpai na soh ell panggil dak2 dy g gado kat luar,sampai pastuh na main bapak bgai. da laa ell tade ayahh :( ksian taw!  pas dy bom ell, akak ipar ell pun g jmpe lecturer laki tuh, ha mmg dy lak r yg kene bom. ahah taayh panggil dak2 ell, akak ipar dy pun lecturer gak kat situ. yg ta ley blah pastuh lecturer tuh bley plak ckp bebaik kan! tahu pun ko takot.

ape pun cite ne da setel, aku da mintak maap. tp aku ckp r sume kitrg wat cmtuh sbb kitrg tasuke care dy yg mcm membabi bute, suke2 na ckp org kimak. kitrg pmpn, bhasa biala proper sikit kn. then dy buat2 ok. ahha tataw la sok luse cmne. hishh! ok al tuh je bye ;)

I was not raised to be a gold digger, stealer even a BITCH!

aku bukan macam ape yang kau pikir, bila kau macam tuh jangan pk org lain pun macam tuh! kata kata kite sentiasa dinilai, gaya percakapan berlandaskan gaya pemikiran kite jugak. klu tanak merendahkan diri sndr kite, jage lahh every words yg kite ckp. snang kan cmtuh?

hati mane sehh ta terasa bila org wat kite mcm  ishh susah laa nak cakap. mcm aku nih terhegeh2 lak. pehh ape sehh ! ape je sehh yg ta ckop ! aku ta penah siaa kene mcm ni. ta pernah yg kurang dalam hidup ne, syukur alhamdulilah sume sempurna! abah ta pernah ag wat anak2 dy hidup melarat! ah bialahh ape org na ckp and pikir. jgn dilayan lisa.

sabar jela, aku mmg sabar je ni. kite ckp baik2 dy na meroyan2 jugak sampai kuar statement 'tak malu' woiii melampau kan?tp tape, saya sabar jugak :) biala dy na ckp ape, tp yg pntg kite tahu dri kita mcm mana. kan lisa kan? dy na barang dy amk lahh balik! mengalah jelaa, klu itu yg mampu wat dy puas hati n sume org senang hati :)