lawatan ke HSA

last monday aku singgah hsa jap, cse mak afiq masuk wad na wat operation sakit telinga cse of ape ntah kan. so aku ketepuan bermain lahh bsama hp nya game angry bird. so si gedik ni pun sibuk la mgedik na main jugak, tape lahh kite layankan je ye.. :)

bila da boring main game, n neok afiq cam khusyuk sgt main game tuh aku pun snap2 lahh. haha tade keje sgt hisshh lisa nih kan mmg taw! haha. pastuh aikkk bese lahh wat muke mls na layan sume org pdahal dlm hati alamakk haii sgannyer lahaii ! haha

ok now unty normah ( :P ) da wat operation, yeahh pls recover ASAP unty, ary2 afiq risau sgt thingking bt u, so do i! take care may god take gud care of u! XOXO

no mood maybe!

it was a very  gud feelin when i wake up from my sleep n the 1st person i see is u! the person that laying next to me is u! hmm dun ya feel the same?? heyy i miss you afiq akmal! *cry* bye :(

yes, bcse u are the right one!

baby come back to me! meeooouuwww! woof woof! eh eh ewahhhh ewahh! btw im so happy after lame ta blogging now im back! more fresh n more energetic! hah?? haha ta masal! no lahh :P

btw selamat hari raya aidiladha peeps! best ta raye korg? well for me best lahh sbb balik kmpg (perak) here, raua hji mmg meriah ta cam kat selatann saner yer :) plus me beeing more happy cse bos bg cuti 4 ary! muahmuah skit kat k.zura! haha! thanx lil bossy!

well well, walau hati sedang bebunga ingin sy tekankan disini yer bahawa klu ta hadap bnde yg mnyakitkan hati jgn harap korg akan dapat sinar bhgia korg. cehhwahh ! cntohnyer aku. ewahh! moto hdup aku snag sgt, if u dun know how to please n treat me well i will dumb u sooner or later :)

so da terjadi la kn, ta perlu lahh na slahkan sesape dahh, mcm aku. aku da tawu aku ta ley jd yg tebaek utk dy cpat2 aku blah. tayah na salahkan dy! tp dy?? k stop blaming other lisa,wateva dy ckp or said n his friends did, just ignore jelaa.

ape yg pntg u guys should know that im gonna leave my love if they dun know how to pleasure myself, no respect my famli n frens! wtf man! like ya know, if u love me, automatically u have to love my famli n frens if not gudbye forebahhh! utk ituuu, afiq menjadi pilihan kuarge serta kawan2 teman rapat sy. sbb dorg thu manners afiq cmner!

thanx to all yg always support me, takesah lahh org na ckp ape sal aku yg pntg they're just beeing selfish! i love me n my relation gn afiq. ape pun dy pandai respect my famli, my friends n most important is he can treat me well! dy bley protect aku from anythg plus love me with all of his heart!

ne bukan ckp2 je well u guys know kitrg da almost 3 years perasaan syg tuh ta pnah padam, cme kdag2 mmg brubah tp biasalahh tp bile ade bnde yg lain tuh sume mematangkan lg hbgn kitrg n mngukuhkan lg ape yg slame ni kitrg bina! :) haha uweekksss! tade jiwang lg ker? haha.

*sakit hati kan bile kite call ckp baik2, tibe2 org tuh cakap na tengking2 sampai aku na kene ckp 'asal na mara2??' last2 bg excuse mmg dy jenis ckp cmtuh! haha yg aku baru kenal dy smlm kn?? booooo!

once it already broke u can fix it again like the original one !

are we really meant to be or wat? perasaan ini da ckup abes tergarik dek kerana kita bersama serta org lain kat luar saner tuh kot. cobalahh cobalahhh! ckup ckup lahh all this feelin is killin me inside out!

we are back to basic! :)

life feel so good now though aku rasa cam na mati da keje non stop without off day nih taw! sumpahhhhh menempuh alam pekerjaan ini sgt menyebalkan sekaliiii! nasib lahh aku praktikal je then abes ni nanti aku smbg blaja balik, aku cam da ta sanggup siaa utk menempuah hari2 yg mendatang kat situh ag, mcm2 sehh aku da alami, hmm mmg ade yg manis tp banyak nye time pahit dr manis tuh :(

but tuh bkn lahh aku na citer, though now hdp mcm kucar kacir skit tp aku still happy. happy sbb ade nye dia yg menemani hari2 kelam ku. erghh ayat ta ley blah. haha but sejujur nya aku telah belajar sesuatu dr kesilapan yg pernah aku lakukan. ;)

antara contoh me n afiq are back togther mcm dulu2! heee. thank God i still have u n ur heart to at the begining everythg is messedup taw! hmm but then we solve it one by one. thanx to everyone that convince me afiq is rily my man. sblm2 ni aku da wat silap. utk memebetulkan ksilapan tuh kite kene sdar gn silap kite sndr yer..

well nuff said my famli is the best bcse they will always know whats the best for their kid, aku je mule2 dlu degil tanak dgr kata n finally aku sndr tunduk dgn kate2 dorg tp ego wat tapaham jew ! haha.

well aku rasa life aku da ta cam dlu da, lgi tenang n senang kot, tayah kusut2 pk pape hee..

aku gn afiq are back tgther n we're still improving ourself, letting go the past things n started a new relation. like seriusly kitrg na lupekan sume bende yg da lepas though for me all this wasnt easy. but padan mke lahh kan aku gak punce die. haha! tape, sabar itu kunci kejayaan.

paham ke aku nih sbnrnyer na cter ape? aku sbnrnyer nantok mls lahh na bebel mcm ke laut jew. plus mood ta tenang na cter after know whose eira rohmat is! :'( dayyyuuummm! shes tall, shes ffair shes pretty no wonder u've been in loved with her b4 plus i know bt shaza. but shaza is ahh bnde tolak tepi ahh! ta heran pun! haha ok toodles muahh. dats al for tonite nteyy nite ya all!

setiap yang bernafas pasti akan terhenti jua !

these few days classmate zaman aku skola dulu dikejutkan dengan khabar pmergian ayah fyna pd 15hb lepas. terus smlm 16hb skli lg kitrg dikhabarkan dgn pemergian ayah kepada bad pulak dan bulan lepas, pemergian ayah baya! hmm how sad, im sori to hear bt this. aku cube lahh buat2 mls na amek port bukan ape aku tanak lahh sentap2 n nti gonna cry along too :(

aku tanak citer abt kematian but as a close friends, sama2 lah kite sedekahkan al-fatihah pd mereka sume, also to my late mom! ma, wani always love n miss u much no matter wat! every morning when i see our picture family all tgther i wish dat u still here with me, with us! all of us miss u! :(

now i only have k.nana je! she's the one who i cam rely on! yes i do have a friends, bff n etc but still whn i need somebdy no matter in wat time, shes the one who always by myside! givin advice n evrythg n now look at me, every single words yg akk ckp sume aku buat cse i know she knows what shes sayin. da bnyak kali aku degil ta dgr ckp but then hujung2 sume yg dy ckp jadi betol! dat time tagune aku na sedih meratap bgai lahh kn..

ahhh this life is too short bile ade depan mte sume kite tanak harga bile org da tade baru lahh na setap bgai. thats what i learn n thats what i can feel! bukan tuh jew even bcnte pun same, appreciate them while they still right with u. dun make them dissapointed. well i've been through so many things for ths few months. no mood na type ag da, ok bye! :-*

its masking time! :)

selalu kn kite pakai mask bile kite stress, then kite buat facial kat muke org dgn penuh perasaan pasal kite mmg suke neok prempuan tuh dr ta cantik bertambah cantikk hehe so bile dpt kat muke sndr aku pun smgt jugak tp ta same dgn merasai kepuasan buat kat muka org lain. haha paham ta??? aku mngarut kn?? haha

penat keje lahh jadik gnie, stress lg aku gado gn si bunting sial tuh! sedih gila babas bile die buruk2kan aku yg baik hati nih gn bos aku! hey ko silap org. even aku mcm ta ngam gn bos aku tuh kitrg kamceng ah sial! sume ko cter dy cter kat aku aw, sedih skli. aku ta pnah sehh caras org, ko na duit sgt aku ta heran lahh. aku ta mati pun stakat komisen yg sen2 tuh :p

org gila! haha kbye!

SIAPA EYRA?? JENGJENGJENG HANJENGG!!

HELLO bloggielisa.blogspot.com ! kinda miss me?? me miss u much! lame ta blogging. eh yeke?? ngehngehngeh! :D blog cam ape da jarang lahh skag na ngadap blog nih haa sjak2 da bkerjaya nih kan. ahha phuii!

err okay okay err haaa my life is gud, gud gud ade r bkn gud je pun! hee. erghh always penat sbb tataw lahh knape mmg bdn ni pnat na wat lagu mane kn mmg salu mintak tdo je. skag kat tempat keje pun madah muke aku je masuk spa membute.

my situation right now tade la happy mane, worse lahh jugak but maken worse when tahu abt EYRA! whose eyra?? maigaaaddddddd! bialahh persoalan ini trs mnjadi tanda tanye kepada sume org! kbye

*terngat sume waktu2 dlu. we used to be like a perfect match! but now? no one can treat me better than u tawu! :(

kpza, selamat pengantin baru!!!

hey hye hello, kpza saya da kawen sume cepat lahh nanges!! haha. hadoiii tataw n mcm ta pcaye si sengal nih da kawen! dlu jahat same2 je gn dak2 ni. well sape je ta knal kpza nih di kalangan kawan2 aku. cazen aku nih bgus suke melayan hee. ily taw kpza, dapat baby cepat skit :)

mlm berinai awto meriah sgt plus dgn kdtgn dr afiq sgt2 lahh menceriakan suasana. hehe here goes some pitcha mase majlis berinai kpza n kahwin die. ok ramai jmp sanak saudara yg pnah n ta pnah lgsg jmpe! imma so excited at that moment taw. haha okay over kan! nahhhhhh~

 kpza kite tgh mekap :)

my very luvly boy, amar sygg! muahh, syg anak unty lisa nih.. haha

anak2 kaum kerabat. haha

adek kesayagan kak nana. anak angkat kesayangan unty nora :)

cantek da haa kpza ku ini, sygg die!

knana with my boy

korang knal kitrg lg ta?? ngehngehngeh :D

any comment? bsepah kn umah pgntin?

with maklong, kpza n my sis!

kpza syg, thanx for everythg, slmt pgntin baru taw. sedih sgt neok kpza mase akad nikah tuh hari :( akk tah bile lahh plak na kawen kn.....

ade lagi gambar masa nikah plak n kenduri k :)

feeling2 je aku nih haa. hehe

cntiknyerr diaaa, sedih kpza da kawen time nih!! :'(

ta lupe juge si dia, ouhhhhhh!

aku un na jugak. haha

die pun na ker??

ok aku sebuk. haha korang tapaham kn? aku je phm :P

september ♥ me! wootwoot

been through so many things this months, the happy moment, the sadness moment ! all lahh kan. 1st skali na cter 18th september last time was my BIRTHDAY!!! yeaaayyyy haapy bufday to me, hiks :) no celebration cse im demam, mlm tuh je after balik from sha open house aku trs demam panas ah sehh, balik trs selubung dlm selimut.

kak nana kejot mangon pun aku wat dang, mmg talarat ag da. but then she still wishing for my bufday, huwaa tharu sgt! then my phone wat hal, ta ley accept text. sedih koottt! rmai yg wish by text n wall kat fb, thankie thanx, im blessed! but im waiting for someone lahh wish bufday kite but tade pun dy wish :( sediiiihhh..

just after tuh jelaa dy wish. pagi2 dtg umah neok aku demam, then tade da. rase mcm mmpi :( suda lahh jgn dikenang. sedih bila ramai tanye kenapa ta bawak afiq?? mane afiq? eh wani da ta kawan gn afiq lagi ke?? mase kenduri kat pza awto sume lahh dok tanye soklan yg sme nih wat aku sebak seketika :/ haha!

tp tp tp mase mlm berinai awto dy dtg :) sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeee nyer neok dye, suke sgt tp sedih :( haha manjang jela ko sedih lisa! grr. ok cte tuh kite cte in the next chapter k.

ok my bufday this year ta best, shaz bagi gift cup jamban bley! jahat taw ko, menciii! tp comel, sukee! hehe. muahh syg! thanx. then my bossy bagi cute pinky card with a ring! ouh my! sweet sgt! thanx kak zura, ily taw! heee. pastuh wafiy bg aku kasut TOMS yg aku gilakan sgt tuh! ouh my! jerit2 na nges mase bukak adiah tuh. een tgh demam yer mase tuh. sume adiah aku bukak lambat sbb demam kan talarat, tdo je 1 ary. hehe.

na neok ker? ahh tapayah lahh malas na upload gambar tasuke menunjuk. haha F*!

dlm kereta otw na g majlis berinai kak pza :)

the new me! how was it??? hewhewhew >.<

ape erk? haha

aku tasabar na neok mke ko. terjaga terus ta mampu untuk melelapkan mata ini lg. haha! bdo skema aku punye ayat. dy mlm2 mmg mgelibas skit er heee. ok tataw pew yg aku na bebelkan sbnrnyer..

ermm kak nana da balik jb ni, luse kak pza is gettin married while me gonna b her bridesmaid! lols, dun laugh!! maigaddd, cant believe! ee tasuke, imam shy shy cat lahh nanti atas pelammin tuh, haha poorahhh k la na tdo bye!

kucing ni sgt serabai, to tbongkang dgn steam nyer lg haha!! jumpe dy kat osman mase lepak awto!

i hate it but hey i miss u!

enough said that i am totally totally totally spies! haha waklu, naa. aku totally tawar aty :( y? cse he gonna never makes me sedap hati. haha tade lahh, dun know, my heart just feel it the way so im just say iy :)

ya know, i dun wanna talk abt work, just da too tired. so watever happend just let it be, byw i miss u lahh, miss our happy moment. ya know when ur ex family treat u much better than anyone did, its just gonna make u miss ur ex even more!

ok aku rase aku tgh ta btol nih, haha! err watever it is dun compare people darling, no one is perfect but still they can work it out! :( so wat?? paham ta?? ta er?? hm sokay la, im off to work now, bye :(

selamat hari raya :)

da lame ta update blog, so now na cter, welcome to september! seronok ta?? haha! best nyerr I LOVE SEPTEMBER boleh? hiks. hows ur raya everyone?? mine?? okay laa.. but got too many crte sedih than ta sedih taw.

1st raya my baju raya da tebakar, ciss jahat punye ion! sedeyh taw kain kite koyak sume :( pastuh pastuh kite ta sempat wat rambut abes bz sgt leke, padan muke ko lisa. then tadapat wet raya from my bos pun sbb last keje kite ta dtg bapak kite soh cuti. hahaha

err 1st raye cam biasa lahh kat jb jew, g uma tokbah, then g kubur arwah ibu blahblahblah kul 2pm da balik uma n tdo sampai maghrib, mngon g mkn then smbg td. how bored lahh kan? :( raya korg mst meriah kan?

then 2nd day raya me become jutawan okies! banyak noks dapat wet raya sume ingt aku skola lg, ouh tidakkkkk tharu mak taw! tataw aku da na abes blaja pun! haha. 1 ary taw kat bp tuh mahaii penat gila mlm baru smp uma, raye ke3 so far pun sme, sume mangon da ptg hari. then g mkn kat secret recipe. gile kn??

tade melayu pun kat c2 taw, kitrg je! nampak sgt fmli aku ta beraya! haha sediih kot, after mkn kitrg g beraya uma mak andak, kat perling. ouh my,perling??? uma afiq! huwaaa!! err lepastuh g uma unty ana n uma effa. cam bse org tua bgosip sakan. then mlm tuh unty ana dtg uma. unty cter dorg cter sal fmli wafiy.

halaaa halaaaa ni tasuke taw! eala org saner tasuke kite, pastuh bile makpak kite lak tawu background dy, makpak kite lak ta beraa na suke kitrg kawan. ape nih???? tasuke taw cmnih, hurmmmm :'(

oke everyone, meet my mother, unty dotty! (1st day raye)

pic wif cazen, 2nd raya in BP. asal kite paling kecik?? sedih lahh :(

1st day raya, at tokbah home sweet home ;)

hehe gambar gedik kite mase kat BP

my famly on 1st day of raya

ta lupe yerr si budak gemok gedempol nih ;)

lastly my beloved father. thanx abah for my new phone, my new clothes my new watches n all! muahhh! heee

benciii!!

luar nampak kuat tp sape yg tahu dlm nye da rapuh, hampir roboh! eh nape ayat na berkias sgt nih? hm tah laa. ehh keje skag penat, kalau salu balik jam9, skag jgn mmpi lahh. blom jejak kul10 customer maken bersepah. kadang rasa pusat bandar tuh cam jusco gak! hurmm na balik na balik, tp tahan je pasaan! sedih taw klu kene balik lambat nih.

tp kite diamkan je, dah lahh cmtuh akk tuhsalu dengki kite, bukan na mintak simpati tapi kdang2 tatahan sgt, nanges taw sambil wat keje nih, tp tanak tunjuk, sabar jelaa, na wat cmner kan dugaan kot :( kadang2 tawar aty na keje, tp na wat cmner org praktikal ni smgt na kene kuat :(

lg sedeh bila akak ckp dy ta jadik balik jb sok, sedeh ta?? kan?? abes aku na jmpe sape?? sedih lg kn?? baju raya cmner ag?? ta abes shpg lg kot, hm tape laa aku redha lg, rasenyer sejak da praktikal nih mmg kene jd seorang yg redha serta tabah kot. tape laa! na wat cmner kan! ta sia2 jd org bersabar nih, asyik kite jela na kene sabar.

then akk post kat wall afiq, ape sehh! boleh ta kalau tade sape2 sebuk pasal hal aku! dun know anythg just shut up lahh kan! dy bgado gn laki dy sblm ni aku ta pnah na sebuk! who cares, no one cares abt me so tapayah sebuk abt my love life!! tapayah na burukkan sesapa ah kn!

and u afiq, thanx! suke all ur gurauan! cepat2 have a gf soon! k la bye! tc!

merajuk taw nih!

AKU MOHON BERI AKU SEDIKIT LAGI KESABARAN UNTUK AKU MENEMPUH HARI2 YG SUWEI NIH DGN KUAT, TABAH & IKHLAS :(

ta sanggup da kot, mcm na gila da kadang, pehh aku lom ckup kuat lg, blom ckp kuat lg n ahandle mslh2 cmni! aku ta ckup kuat na hadapi sume nih skg! kat tempat keje, ya Allah stress sgt. org ta benti2 na carik silap n salah aku, dugaan kot sume nih, aku redha jew..

tp sampai bila aku na sabar sehh, hishh. tape laa, tape laa berkorbab skit tgl lg 4 bulan kn. aku ta esah tp lg sedih bila famli sndr mcm da lupe dorg ade ank pmpn ag sorg kat uma. sedey taw, thu la dorg da g keje aku baru mangon tdo na siap2 g keje, aku balik keje lak dorg na masuk tdo..

tp tp jgn lahh sampai abaikan aku sehh, tade pun na tanye aku da mkn ke blum, sehat ke ta ape sume tade lgsg! tade lg da mcm dlu2. aku tahu r da bsar tp tah la, evrythg change lh, me dun know why rase cam jao je gn sume org, sedeyh ta??? huwaaa!!! :(

just awto jelaa bah buy a new phone for me after my phone rosak, btw i miss all the happy moment but now its nthg, tawar aty taw cmni! no one wanna pay an attention for me, sobsob! bukan gedik, at least show laa yg dorg tahu aku ade dlm uma nih , ni ta! ahh sedey ag :(

pastuh lg sedih bile thun ni kene rye kat jb ag, da bape thun ta balik kmpg n tadapat na ziarah kbur mama ahh sedey lg! grrr. da laaa, bye! na dgr lagu sedih2 layan pasaan! da pasni da bley hdup sorg2 tanak dok gn famli ag. dok gn fmli cam dok sndr gak, majokkkkkkk!!! :(

honey y ur face look so pale? go get some make up pls! :(

kite mc hari nih, salu sakit ta mc kan, but kali ni have to! sbb da tahap kronik da nih batok2 nyer :'( da tahap ta larat serta ta mampu lg tubuh ini mengawal pergerakkan apabla batok2 yer! haha ayat kemain er! idk y lahh this cough n flu love me much till every month na melawat kite.haha :D

err err so hmm da mc dok uma rehat2 jelaa kan bangun tdo td rse cam na mati da batok2, pastuh trs mangon n basuh muke sume trun bawah na angkat baju tp xjd r sbb hujan aku mls na angkat haha! pastuh terus mkn ubat batuk! hoii lupe aku pose!!! haha tp tape la, ni batok da ok sket tp tekak ni ta cam perit lak en! :(

lepastuh lepastuh kite rindu kat dye! afiq, ttbe baca blog kite eh?? ta penah2, nape tetibe skag na baca?? ade org suruh er?? kite ta rasa awk sndr2 saje suke2 na buang masa watt bnde cmni klu tade pape, kan?kan? sbb klu ta mst dr dlu lg awk da baca ape kite salu post :(

tp tp tp tape lahh, hey bie, me kinda miss u a lot suddenly! sbb hummm tah erk tetibe je camtuh pas mangon td! do u miss me like i miss you?? do u?? do u?? lols lisa da gila since dy asyik sakit2 ne! okbye

if i die young bury me in satin!

hey semalam kite cuti hiks kite teman shaz g amek sijil dy then kite jjln g tampoi lastly g bazar extra, yooo! hujan lebat beb pastuh kami menerjah kesana tanpe payong yer terus  ko balik aku demam. gigil haa bdan mcm parkinson! haha. tp best sbb smlm dpt buke gn fmli, sukeee! hihokhihok :D hhaha

haa lupe lupe, awk awk eh gemmoks thanx taw smlm belikan kite air badak, cool fever, fisherman friends tuh gn biskut cheese fevret kite. suke suke suke! suke sgt! hehe.tp ta pakai pun cool fever tuh. mse na tdo smlm baru mnum air badak. haha ok laa kan? then luckily td mangon pg da ta pnas sgt, but stil peneng2 ag :(

haa pastuh kan td kn kat tempat keje kak liza tuh ta dtg pasal ade kematian aku da sedih yelaa kene keje sesorg tp nasib baik bos dtg awal pastuh kak zura pun dtg awl gak la kan. pastuh terpk aku kene buke sorg2 pehh sedih tp last2 nasib ade bdk part time kn hehe kak iena lak tuh suke laa aku kan! hee..

mase g bazar g gn akak kdai baju sblh tuh dy tanye bf ta teman ke mngu nih yelaa salu kan g bazar gn fifi pastuh bebuke kat tmpt keje pun kadang fifi teman mngu ni dy keje pg manede da dy na tmnkan. sedih kan? kan? tp tape laa, org sebuk keje kite kene phm laa hee :)

ouh n i have a new name, everyone kat c2 call me LISA IDAMAN ! haha ngek btol, kak mia start dlu. akak tmpt aku tuh kan name liza, so salu tesilap lisa gn liza, last2 dy sik panggil aku lisa idaman je trus yg lain mlekat panggil aku lisa idaman, kadang idaman je aku dgr, haha hembos!!

gambar smlm gn shaz.

da gemok kan kite? hati snag, ngeee :P

meet him, punce kegemokkan kite ;)

everything! thanks for always with me!

life is short to be hated, live ur life :)

kehidupan manusia tidak pernah lari dari membuat keputusan, kesilapan mahupun kemahuan yg kadang2 mugnkin betul n kadang2 mungkin tidak. manusia juga ta pernah lari dari merasa kekesalan. but itu lah kehidupan yg perlu kita tanggung risiko die.

one thing u should know, u the best man that i ever had in my life. ya know whatever happend u still my bestfriend and everything! u still apart of me just we were no longer together. i miss yu yes i am. biasa laa da lame kan, so many thing n memories we had share a lot together, when im with u kite jadi matang kan? :')

u the best gift n make me wanna menghargai org lain, thanx for waking me up. tc awak, kite syg awk! even da ta cam dlu u know u always a special one for me! happy belated besday awk, take care always! im always pray the best for u, study hard cse i know u can!!! xoxo

mampukah???

lately ramai yg terkejut neok fb aku.. hehe sabar sume, jgn tekejot sgt.. normal lettew ok? :) ok da, bukan tuh na cter.. lame da ta update blog, beeing too bz as a career woman! bahahha wtf !

okay my life is good so far, too happy to describe, over sbnrnyer nih! happy sgt kan lisa, ko kan mmg nipu lebey kan lisa?? haha! okay laa, happylahh jgk ade kawan2 ade die ade sume, thank god! tp tuh la, stiap bahagia yg kite kecapi (ayat novel sket) mst ade bayaran yurannyer. haha kejadah!

ish ta bley cter lahh hari ni pasal aku asyik na mnyimpang jew. haha neok, cerita ayat novel lg kn?? praktikal kadang ok kadang ta. klu time bnyak keje mmg aku rase cam na bakar je kedai tuh tp time tade wat keje rse cm na terjun bngunan lak, bosan kemain. haha. tp tuh la, experince sume nih..

so nanti if aku na buat bsnes da tawu na handle cmner. ececehhh! haha k la na grk g kje da. bye!

im bad!!

ape aku da buat nih? suppose aku da jnji gn afiq na antar dy balik g larkin... tibe2 tah cmne aku sdar bbik kejot, dat mean da kul9 laa kn! yes 9.09 jam aku bila neok kat hp! ko menjerit trs aku. ya Allah aku lupe, aku lupe sgt2 na antar afiq, aku da set jam kul7.30 tp aku tasedar.

sedih gilaa baca mcj afiq, sgt sedih! sampai mak dy tanye aku mane. salu kan mmg aku antar dy skli gn mak ayah dy. na wat cmner aku letih sgt taw smlm. konon2 tanak tdo na tgu kul7 jap g haa amek trs ta sdar tido nyerr. ee bdoo sehh aku, mnyesal nyer! da laa langsung ta jmpe dy :(

pastuh kan skag kat tempat keje banyak brg na kemas, kak liza pregnant so aku lahh bnyak na kne angkat brg berat ksian gn dy. abes sume kotak2 berat aku angkat, lg tlg kak yuni angkat brg ag perghh gle, tuh baru tlg dorg. blm ag part ssun brg dlm kdai. tepanjat sini sana. ehh ta bley cte aku na nges!

pedih doe, tgh2 penat ni wat facial ag, ok la ta kesah pastuh dpt lak yg cerewet pegghh mnguji ksbrn. tgh stress tuh jap g aku neok hp ade sms sampai 5 kot. no ta knal. aku baca. pergh rase cm darah naik kat muke. sial btol, aku tataw la sape yg antar sms tuh maki2 aku.

da laa gh penat, bngang stress sume dpt lak text maki aku. mmg yal! aku text wafiy. dy ckp tade ape2 n ta knal pun no tuh. aku trs diam. buat keje tuh ta bnti trs mls na pk. ya Allah dugaan ape lg yg ko na aku lalui lg? ckop2 la dgn hal smlm. tatahan da aku ni na mcm ni tiap hari taw.

ishhhh mcm na hentak kepala ni kat batu2 je rase. huh da laa, na tido. badan ni lebam2 da cm ape sehh :(

jiwa celaru seperti ikan caru yg tiada lah berpeluru! lols

lagu baru ni mcm ade bagi smgt sikit kat aku. haha tetibe!huwaaarrrgggghhhhh!! i need someone right now! to hug me to comfort me, to be a shoulder for me to cry! sobsob! haha lempang sekali muke aku laju2 cepat, gedik pulak! huhu..

ta bley tido so rase na blogging all the time, ya know imma gud at confess my feeling in a writing way, ahaks! kite kite kite mintak maap la tulis melalut je sbb kite tah da wenk! hehe. hari na ujan. klu kite sedih hari mst ke na hujan heh? -.- haha

awak yg baik kita tasangka kita berdua boleh sampai ke tahap ini. ye i mean dr masa futsal tuh ta cam bangang plak kan! haha kak wiwien sume yg dok kacau die, aku wat dang jela. ujung2 aku yg sangkut. but b4 nih kitrg mmg salu teserempak. kat bandar, kat konsert maharajalawak tuh sume.jusco pun pnah. haha mmg salu teserempak la cume ta pnah tgur.

untill aku TERadd dy punye fb! eek by week we became even closer n closer. until i know n believe his the one that can give evrythg i want! the one that can protect me from everythg, love me truly, everythg, complete! smoking pun ta, bonus kan?! :)

then mcm2 probs laa jadi pening, but lupakan jela, mls pk lg. know what sometimes when we're silence is much better than saying too much. people never gonna stop to hates u but what u can do? smile can heal all the pain :) trust me, it works!

what can i say here is kite bley nilai org dr pandangan mata tp kalau da hari2 ngadap lg tahu hati budi org tuh. nampak jahat ta semestinye jahhat. yg nampak baek tuh kite kne bjage2 sikit lah yerr. sblm pape jadik aku redha kan aje sumenyer :)

bende baru mesti kene ambil banyak masa untuk sesuaikan.

NA CERITA SIKIT BOLEH?? KAKI AKU LEBAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!! tadi na mandi bau perasan :( ni mst kes terlanggar kotak dlm spa tadi tuh, hish teruk siaa lebam camni :'(

okok da, tuh je na cter, next! terima kasih download kan kite cerita sekali lgi cinta tuh! sukeee sgt :) tadapat neok cd n wayang tp awk download kan utk kite, thanx kanda. tahu erk kite suke neok cite romantik2 g2. tharuuu gtuh. hee :P

ne kite gh tweet2 gn akk kite, mngu depan dy balik cnie. 1 mlm je, tuh pun sbb dy de flight ke cnie. ok la dpt jmpe dy jap. na tido gn dy haha bdo taw! erghh tp tuh la, na tdo hotel dy aku balik keje da kul bape en na soh dy balik umah je. cyan dlu ta praktikal bley la na merambu mane2 g amek dy sampai senai. ni aku da praktikal ta laa na amek dy. aku da penat kot.

klu afiq ade bley soh afiq amek kan ni afiq pun tah mane2 tah. pndai2 sndr laa kn aku skrg! tape, mmg da pandai pun. tp tuh laa, mula2 ag kn. lom terbiasa. one day ok laa. mst mcm biasa balik. in every relationship mst kene ade give n take. jgn asyik aku je yg give ko ta pnah na take. haha

haha lebih, da..da.. watt past is past. i've forget already. seronok skrg. penat mcm kurang sikit bila ade org sudi bersusah payah gn kite. thu kite keje mcm hamba abdi pagi2 amek kite kat uma, tman kite bfast n antar kite g masuk keje. kite balik, dy jao2 dtg amek kite, anyat kite balik sampai masok umah. cyan taw kadang neok :(

dy lak yg rase serbe slh pdhal cam aku je yg bsalah. sokay kanda, baru lg... nanti lame2 everything will be finr. ni sha ajak jmpe, tp tuh laa, kat tempat keje aku mmg bz gila, na jmpe dy kat bawah pun aku tasempat2 ag. syaz dtg kedai pun aku tasempat na melayan, cdey kan jd aku? ta pnah keje skli da keje amek ko wat keje mcm ape da :(

* bila kite jumpe laki yg perangai dy mcm yg kite na mst kte bsyukur sgt2 kn? it was like dream comes true. ta merokok, lemah lembut, ta panas baran, ta degil, setia! whole package is complete! but when people start pertikaikan i dun blame them but i will look to myself, i dun deserve the best!


tgok la aku sndr, aku sndr ta sempurna mcm mana na dpt org yg sempurna. well guys... korg da buat aku bukak mata. thanx wafiy, should be the last we are together today :) aku da banyak sgt susahkan die, terlalu banyak. die? die baek sgt. mmg aku suke laki cmtuh tapi much better NO! i dun wanna be with anyone at the moment! fellow n friends mst HAPPY!! :D

im happy but inside of me who know??!

hey hello, im just balik from kerja. lambat kan? penat sgt, barang banyak gila sampai. 3x kot! kedai tmpat aku praktikal tuh lak stokis, da kene kemas tok brg kedai die, nty cawangan2 dy pun kitrg gk kene kemas kan. adoii penat sgt :'(

paling sedih, bila baru na makan bos panggil soh kemas barang. da na nanges kn. sobsob :( maghrib pun ta sedar, then na g beli waffle, waffle lak abes. sentap, sedih da nih, trs beli pau. buat2 keje neok jam da 9.30. bos tasampai lg, bila plak aku na balik kn? sedih lg.

haisshhh awne manjang jelaa aku sedih. then pg tadi kak liza tgur mate aku lebam n bgkak sgt. aku snyum jela ckp ta ckop tdo. hermmm, ye kak kite mmg ta ckop tdo pun :'( sangaaaat! tape laa, mls na bebel panjang ag da. tahu ta, tadi pagi tgh siap2 na g keje bbik masuk bilik..

bibik bley masuk bg kad yg smlm aku buang dlm tongg sampah tuh. na baca tp aku buang balik dlm tong sampah bilik kau nih taw. cse aku tahu tade mkne aku baca kad tuh lepas ape yg die hina aku! org tade maruah cam aku ta baca pun tape, sbb aku da paham sgt. dari aku trs sakit aty lebih baek aku bhenti dr sumenyer :)

its just a test, org na blame aku? go on! they dun even know what ive been through all this time, yg dkat thu laa, phm laa n pecaye. yg jaoh2 n lgsg ta amek thu tuh? hmm biala, da mls. tuh laa lain kali dgr ckp org tue, akk aku dr awal2 da ckp tasuke tuh, degil gak na kawan da hujung2 pdn r gn muke! okbye!

puas?

people dun know what u've been through, they only now to critisized u! u knowor story better, so when someone tryin too let u down the best thing to do is just sit and remain silence. percayalah lepas ape yg ko da ckp kat aku mmg ko ta akan dpt carik aku lg pasnih.

mcm ni care ko layan pmpn? aku snyum ta maksud aku kuat, aku snyum sbb aku phm mmg ko cmtuh! klu maruah aku kat tapak kaki ko skalipun aku bersyukur sgt2 sebab slame ni aku blom pnah lg na nyusahkan ko! aku ta nyesal kawan gn ko, stahun ni ckop sakit sume ade. ko ade nampak?

tp tape, God know whats the best for me! maruah aku dibuat main kan? tape laa, org2 yg bermaruah mmg cmtuh. jadi tape laa, aku pun tanak da kawan2 gn org yg bermaruah ni. burukkan nama aku slagi boleh. sbb dy tanampak apsal aku cmni!

ckp mnyesal knon! ape yg dy mnges slme ni ckp mnyesal pun aku tataw! ckop la utk ape yg da jd awne, aku da ckop sabr sgt. im livin my new life with new spirit!

ni dugaan bila kite asyik pk aty org nty org ckp kite bdo. bile kite kite da pandai wat kptsn sndr sume org ta akan na support. but itsokay. obstacles in life kan? face it with smile jelaa. sok keje, harap2 tade lagi org na kacau lepas da maki aku selori, aminn! :)